This time , I wrote something original , completely my own words . I am not a good writer . I just love writing stories with beautiful meaning but I can never find the correct words to express them . That’s why I use quotes . But I want to try . Try to write as beautifully as all of you write . So here is something I wrote , it’s not profound or deep but something that means a lot to me . I really hope you all can give me some advice on how to improve my writing skills .
I’m in love with you .
That was all it took for me to fall into oblivion , deep and unescapable oblivion .
I fell so hard , blindly , unwaveringly without question .
This was my weakness .
And eventually this was what led to my decent into oblivion .
I just wanted to be loved , like everyone else and I thought that I found that in you .
I dont know if I loved you when you told me those words or if I merely liked the idea of someone loving me.
Nevertheless I fell into a relentless cycle of thinking about you , dreaming about you , wishing about you .
I loved you
I really did
Even to this day , i still love you.
People say that one can never forget about their first lives , that there will always be only one first love in one’s life and that they will always be special
They were right and wrong.
They were right about the fact that i will always , always truly and deeply love you
not only because you were my first love
but because you will always be the only one I will ever love.
The power to love someone else , to let my broken , shattered heart open to another’s love is something you took from me that day.
The day you pushed me into a endless pit of oblivion , where all I have are memories of you .
Where all I can think about in this darkness with no one around is you .
I never loved you.
That was all it took , for me to fall into oblivion , deep and unescapable oblivion
Mirage Meets Shadow 